It is a scary moment when you feel yourself falling.
It is all exciting, getting to know your Dom, testing him, and testing yourself.
I am switch by definition and training my sub side has been difficult, but my Dom has been stern, understanding, informative, and sweet when I needed it. I attempted to let go of my dominate side fully and super sub(as he called it). His reaction was surprising to me...
"The you I like is not so submissive. I dont want to change you. "
Oh my...now I'm falling...
The walls I put around me to guard my feelings, I feel the crumpling. I feel like I'm crazy. How can I possibly be feeling this so quick.
I am risking myself, I am exposing who I am.
I am enjoying this journey fully knowing I may be hurt in the end.
For now I will feel the fall and relish in all its bliss.