Alluracurious

Primal Animalistic Exchange of Power

There is and always will be an exchange of power in our everyday lives. We give and receive power by force, necessity, and of course by desires. We are primal in our want for this power.

Trust Issues, Like Bricks, Securing the Wall

4 years ago. December 17, 2019 at 1:18 PM

As my walls fall, the trust becomes apparent.

The possibility of getting hurt, sense of being betrayed or feeling of being a stupid girl, versa being a good submissive. Then the mistrust is fueled...

The doubt kicks in...

Rethinking, reevaluating, convincing myself

The trust bricks start to rebuild the security around my ever changing emotions.

The wall

I feel stronger, less vulnerable, more in control

Less submissive

sir james ladies(sub female){oh yes ple} - yes taking the wall down is hard. but I have learned to use a pick-ax most of the time. because every brick counts and to live life to it's fullest you must be open to it all.

4 years ago

Alluracurious - Yes and it is a work in progress

4 years ago

TakenLower - I’m a total control freak perfectionist so letting go of that is so hard for me! I think it’s best not to try forcing it because there is no timeline for building trust.

4 years ago

Alluracurious - So true

4 years ago

Max Sterne(dom male){Morley} - A very powerful struggle.

4 years ago

Alluracurious - Yes it is

4 years ago

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