Looking into the mirror that is me

That feeling that you get when you are surrounded by people yet you still feel alone. Lost. You need someone to guide you. To take you by your leash and show you which way to go. To show you the error of your ways. To take the blinkers off and put a blindfold on so that all you hear is them. All you feel is them. All you know is them. In the darkness they make you feel you are not alone anymore. They become a part of you. To the point that you feel lost without them. Empty. You live for them. You live to please them. Your feel like without them with you, you forget how to breathe. You are theirs. They are yours. You understand them maybe better than you understand even yourself. Every word they don't say speaks to you. Every word they do speaks volumes. You give yourself to them. And hope that they don't leave you to be alone again.