Kinking It Real

Lately I’ve been confused. I’ve had this one audio playing over and over incessantly in the back of mind. Quite frankly it’s living rent free in my thoughts. Here’s some insight. I have probably the biggest voice kink ever. This means that a certain way someone’s voice sounds can REALLY get me going. Just the other day I was listening to a nsfw kink audio with my fav character Bakugou as the star. Now before I played this I had thought: this would be an amazing audio with a series of my sweet Bakugou calling me his teddy bear and commanding and calling me slut. Ohhh nooo..... no no no boy was I wrong. No this....This audio consisted of him moaning and whimpering like a good little boy and calling out Mommy over and over. Just begging and whining the way a good boy should, like a puppy. As I had these thoughts I realized I was still becoming increasingly turned on by this. I don’t know quite what this means? And I’d be very happy to get a little feed back on this. I never really considered myself a switch but I admit there have been times when I’ve taken on a some what Domme mentality. I never indulged those urges but they were there. I still want a Daddy, very badly at that, and hope to be owned by an amazing Daddy Dom but what am to do about these urges.

I know most of my blog consists of just wanting a Daddy so I’m here to show you guys what wanting a Mommy is like for me. It’s different than wanting a daddy, a different type of arousal. No one knows a woman better than a woman. For me it’s more than just the sex. It’s what I know she can do. It’s amazing to see a woman in such a position of power, commanding EVERY PARTY OF MY BODY. It’s a tickle on the bottom of my feet. A slow heat that spreads over EVERY INCH of me. Both inside and out. Immediately I want to please her. I want to hear that soft light voice raise in praise towards me and darken with DESIRE. I want those sensual lips to curve in a smirk as she teases me and then a cute little o when I hit just the right spot. No one can turn me on the same way Mommy can. A mouthful of mommy is sometimes even more satisfying than an orgasm. I love the way a Mommy tastes. Hell just the taste of a woman in general. 

It seems my day is filled with fake Doms today. However I felt the need to create another post for this one. See the problem is the fact that this Dom can’t seem to understand when I say no. It’s merely an age thing. I don’t care how experienced you are, if you fall past the age limit that I have for myself I will not consider you as a Dom simply because the age gap is startling for me and uncomfortable. I’ve blocked this user but ladies and gentleman if you receive a message like this one don’t hesitate to block. If they don’t get it the first couple times you say no they won’t ever get it. It’s like an incessant need they have to try to show ownership simply cuz they are “Doms”. Beware of these Doms they’re just as fake as the ones who label you disrespectful because you rejected them. I’ll be taking down the screenshots so as not to have my blog reported but I still stand where I stand

I thought that I would be able to keep this blog free of the main problem I’m starting to see: fake Doms and red flags. I have recently encountered what I think might be a fake Dom. See I had received a message that stated, and I quote, “I can’t wait to win you.” I don’t know about others but for me, upon receiving a message I prefer one where I’m greeted nicely, even though I’m a submissive, I want to be acknowledged as a person first. Second the lack of greeting or any information about yourself or even a question regarding something on my profile let’s me know you aren’t wanting to get to know me, if so I’m not sure by statements like the one above. Third, upon visiting his profile there was a significant lack of information on him as a person, as a Dom, and what his kinks and limits generally were. I did notice however that he wants more than one sub. I’m greedy and don’t like sharing so when messaging back I made it clear where I stand. Below I will post a pic of my message I sent. He had replied to that message by calling me disrespectful and stating he wouldn’t want me....yet had said he wanted to own me. I urge all submissives to be wary of Doms like him. They most likely only want one thing. In the comment section I’d like for all, both Doms and subs, to please tell me if my message was truly disrespectful. 

I know I’m not as pretty as other girls....Usually I’m happy with who I am. I can love myself with no problem. Lately....it’s been scary. I can feel my resolve cracking. I look around and it seems all the subs....no women.... who are good girls and desirable are skinny, not colored, short.....beautiful. Next to them I feel average, maybe pretty. Who would choose daisies over roses. Yeah, I’ve been cheated on(just like the picture says) they all were girls that were shorter, long hair, skinny.....white. The opposite of me. So I’ve been doubting myself. I don’t have a daddy that can put me back together if I fall apart so this....this is scary. Scary to the point where even in little space I don’t feel like a genuine little

I’ve been very sad and irritable lately. I’ve been wanting to experience the touch of a partner again. I’ve been itching to hear sweet nothings in my ear, soft growls from my Daddy as he commands me. I need the reassurance that only a daddy can give to his babygirl. I’m going mad with the need to be totally and completely devoured by a delicious Dom. I’m longing for it

Lately I’ve been feeling lonely. I’m an attention whore and love getting attention but lately I’ve been by myself. I’ve been wishing to have someone I can turn to. I’m eager for a Daddy, hearing him say good girl. I’m eager to be able to please someone again.... I’m wishing on a star that I find a Daddy soon.

First let me state this: I AM PICKY

I want a DaddyDom.

I want a fit if not averagely healthy Daddy.

I want a strict caring daddy. 
the following will be pictures of what I envision my daddy to be like: ABS, sexy, intense

Accepting applications right now!!!!!