Outside of kink:
I am a lover of many things: Psychology, gaining knowledge or just learning, writing, art in any form whether I’m capable of producing it or just being an admirer of others work, anime and games to help me unwind or keep me entertained, wellness and health.
Within the community:
I am timid initially, preferring to vet my partners no matter the dynamic or role I play. This could be long arduous conversations both text and eventually phone/video calls. I align more with the brat/princess treatment archetypes for subs but do enjoy certain aspects that may be contained within a Master/slave archetype such as TPE or acts of service, hyper femininity. I naturally prefer to incorporate them into a dynamic.
In general I am still learning, and applying what I know to the lifestyle. I am a more feminine woman all around no matter the archetype or “role” I play. Aside from my more whimsical, feminine side, I am a lover or all things spiritual, nerdy, and creepy. Maybe not all things creepy but a huge fan of horror/thriller/slasher films/shows/podcasts. I enjoy learning about spirituality and different aspects of it but I could talk for hours if I get started. My favorite color is pink. I hope to create fruitful connections.
Listed below is a list of my kinks:
Exhibitionist
Rope bunny
Orgasm denial
Forced orgasm
Consent/nonconsent play
Power exchange
Light degradation/humiliation
Light s/m
Generic hair pulling, choking, spanking
Listed below are things I'm willing to try:
Intermediate s/m play
Anal
Hypnosis
Light shock play
Overall Results for blended personalities. I noticed sometimes I have more than one alter in the drivers seat of my mind so I took the test just now as a blended personality
Results bdsm test 2022
100% Sadist
100% Rope bunny
100% Boy/Girl
100% Rigger
100% Switch
100% Owner
100% Daddy/Mommy
100% Degrader
97% Brat
95% Degradee
94% Submissive
93% Dominant
93% Voyeur
93% Brat tamer
92% Pet
91% Masochist
88% Primal (Prey)
86% Primal (Hunter)
86% Ageplayer
85% Master/Mistress
81% Exhibitionist
81% Slave
78% Experimentalist
29% Vanilla
14% Non-monogamist
Listed below are my kink results: (Babygirl)
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Brat
100% Rope bunny
100% Boy/Girl
97% Submissive
94% Slave
91% Voyeur
79% Masochist
79% Degradee
75% Ageplayer
75% Pet
72% Exhibitionist
70% Primal (Prey)
55% Non-monogamist
42% Sadist
31% Switch
25% Vanilla
24% Experimentalist
23% Dominant
16% Daddy/Mommy
7% Brat tamer
7% Owner
6% Primal (Hunter)
5% Rigger
4% Master/Mistress
3% Degrader
Lilith’s Results
100% Rigger
100% Daddy/Mommy
100% Sadist
98% Dominant
97% Master/Mistress
97% Owner
96% Primal (Hunter)
96% Degrader
93% Brat tamer
92% Voyeur
91% Switch
87% Masochist
80% Exhibitionist
66% Experimentalist
54% Ageplayer (got confused on these questions but as a little there will be a bit of ageplay)
38% Degradee
38% Pet
32% Submissive
31% Primal (Prey)
26% Boy/Girl
23% Slave
18% Rope bunny
14% Non-monogamist
6% Brat
Listed below are hard limits:
Blood
Scat/pee
Knife play
Needles
Branding
Excessive pet play I.e eating pet food, sleeping in cage Gaping
Anyone above the age of 35 (exceptions can be made if I feel like I might benefit as a sub by breaking this boundary but the complete cut off age is 40)
Been on a shadow work journey and rediscovered what submission was: it’s not a role for me, an act I put on. It’s like a physical, mental, and emotional reaction. When faced with someone who is willing to see me (truly) and meet me where I am and then be willing to show up just as vulnerable, trusting that my gift of submission means I will be guided faithfully, safely. My mind and body instinctively responds to a person who exudes this energy: “I’m here, I see you, I won’t abandon you, thank you for letting me see you like this and experience you like this, if I may I’m going to ascend us to new heights” whether physically mentally or emotionally. The sexual aspect is a wonderful bonus like a cherry on a sundae or caramel on a brownie, but we still need to build a sturdy base to withstand the heat of fresh made caramel now don’t we?
Dominance is something that all but one alter my have in common, I’m sure you all can guess which. I find that dominance and caring for something are simply just pleasant as a whole experience. I’ve missed the community
I created a blog I have DID and three alters: me-the main alter and sub, babygirl- brat and little, Lilith- mommy and Domme
Retaking the BDSM test (as Tay)
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Degradee
100% Rope bunny
99% Submissive
96% Slave
94% Boy/Girl
91% Masochist
89% Pet
88% Primal (Prey)
83% Brat
74% Voyeur
64% Experimentalist
62% Ageplayer
59% Exhibitionist
54% Switch
30% Non-monogamist
25% Vanilla
20% Dominant
20% Primal (Hunter)
16% Master/Mistress
14% Daddy/Mommy
14% Rigger
14% Owner
13% Degrader
12% Sadist
10% Brat tamer
Seems even though Babygirl is the little out of all my alters, I’m still a bit childish lol.