I am Babykins and I am a lg and my Domianate is Daddkins we are a g/g mairried lesbian DD/lg couple and we really do live our life 24/7. Its not that she leads me around on a leash and I sit at her feet at the dinner table. Its something so fluid its not a roleplay its who we are everyday all day even if its subtial as knowing what I want and won't buy for myself.. like oreo's... and baby cokes. It's the little ways we care for eachother. Its a respect , its a feeling of knowing this person gets who I am even in my dark corners.My Daddikins gets the little me and the parts of me I hide from even myself.
A year ago I was such a differant person. But I had a dream... what I wanted my life to be like but had no clue how to get it... and I kept making self distructive decisions and was spinning like a top. Then I looked in her eyes and and knew I would be safe. It is still a work in progress but we communicate like we are of one.
She is learning how to reign in the brattiness and she feeds the addiction that is my slut side. In the past year I have felt my heart break because I know I dissapointed her or hurt her feelings. One of my most memerable punishments for a total brat melt down where I yealled and screamed she wrote her name on the bottom of my foot and made me walk on it. I no longer scream at her...
Sex is my addiction has been the most sexually stimulating partner I have ever had.She crawls into my dark corners and lets me explore I am excited with every new discovery. I look forward to seeing how far my limits will go and watch our connetion grow with our limits and bounderies.
The Best year of my life started Dec. 2015..
