3 years ago. Wednesday, March 16, 2022 at 7:28 PM
Hello Indigo Fam,
So I come to you with a sensitive subject. I have read many an article about grief and BDSM. My Beast confused to me that he started to spank me till I cried to release some of the emotion I was hiding. He didn't because he was not sure how I would process what he was trying to do. Sometimes I wish he would ?. I think I need pain exchange to help me release the anger and hurt inside. Sometimes I want to rip my skin off, transform into something new. Each day is new and I struggle to get through. Does this make me a masochist? Sometimes I am so lost in my emotions. What am I.... who am I. Just not sure anymore. ? HELP!!!
Indigo