Indigolover{Beast}

Indigo Blue

This blog is about being true to who we are in the lifestyle we have chosen to live. I will encourage, entertain, and delight you all with poems, erotic stories, and personal experiences with me and My Dom Latinobrusier(Beast). Thank you all that follow me. You are my Indigo Fam.

The Pain exchange

2 years ago. March 16, 2022 at 11:28 PM

Hello Indigo Fam,

So I come to you with a sensitive subject. I have read many an article about grief and BDSM. My Beast confused to me that he started to spank me till I cried to release some of the emotion I was hiding. He didn't because he was not sure how I would process what he was trying to do. Sometimes I wish he would 😕. I think I need pain exchange to help me release the anger and hurt inside. Sometimes I want to rip my skin off, transform into something new. Each day is new and I struggle to get through. Does this make me a masochist? Sometimes I am so lost in my emotions. What am I.... who am I. Just not sure anymore. 😕 HELP!!!

Indigo

Loving Angel(sub female){Owned} - Sometimes I think I need that same thing but don't think it makes us a masochist

2 years ago

Loving Angel(sub female){Owned} - I tried messaging you on kik

2 years ago

Indigolover{Beast} - I am sorry I Deactivated my Kik. I just reactivated it. You can send me a message.

2 years ago

Blondie(sub female){Collared} - I can only speak for myself, but for me pain makes me focus on that exact moment. I can't THINK of anything else when I am FEELING the pain. The part that gives me sexual release is the soft touches afterwords when my skin is sensitive. There have been times that I have cried during the pain, but it wasn't so much an emotional release for me.

Every person is different and every way of processing emotion and pain is different. I hope that you find the answers that you are looking for.

2 years ago

A Cloud(sub female){Owned} - I don't think the label matters but releasing what is inside is always helpful. You will find your ways.

2 years ago

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