I am new, I have a lot of questions, I question lots in my daily life as well. Some (well lots) of people find this a tich bit irritating
I have always been drawn to.. odd things. Rough scenes with my barbies, tieing people up was a regular part of childhood games and my crushes were on the people who could pin me down when we were sparing/grappling. As I got older I started to realize there was a cultural around these ideas but was very turned off by the images I saw. I thought for a long time my interstate pointed at something broken about me.
After a phase of no f&@*s given I looked again and was able to see where companion and personal growth came in.
So now I am trying to see what definitions fit with me, learning what I like, and looking for ideas to bring up with my current partner who is very open to whatever I want to try
