Being back in my hometown has made me realized how much I have changed. Some places can really hold you back from your potentials.
If I would’ve never left I think I would still be scared of what I really wanted, to scared to try new things. And people will always tell me “you’ve changed so much” but it always sounds like they don’t like this version of me where I’m more confident and I’m excited for life and the unknown.
I’ve never been the one to set boundaries with people because I thought, I love them, I would do anything for them even if it’s not something I’m comfortable with. Now I’m not afraid to say no or afraid to ask and try. It’s a great feeling.
Maybe none of this make sense I mean it’s almost 3 in the morning and I have to be up by 8 so I’m trying to get all of these thoughts out of my head.
Or maybe it all makes sense……. No it doesn’t.