Have you ever read something, it can be the most ordinary thing but the way its written just does something to you. Not sexual exactly though closeI did get a flutter and iykyk. But its written with feelings you didn't know could be portrayed in words. Anyway I'm distracted but I guess thats ok since this is for my thoughts and you just get a front row seat for it.
Does anyone have an addictive personality, or I guess disorder... Not like you are so amazing and others are addicted to it but you get easily addicted to I guess things. I easily get addicted to caffeine, I let myself get consumed by reading that its all I do. I become addicted to watching tv, or I'll start smoking (cannabis) and then thats all Ill think about doing but then I'll withdraw, its odd I get headaches and nausea especially withdraw from caffeine. Ok anyway, I thought it was hyper fixation but Im not so sure. So Im wondering what other people have to say.
I think Im going to start another journal thing about fantasy's I have but I don't know if I want anyone to read it, yet at least. Is there a way I can do that? I feel like its good Im getting all this off my chest and not keeping everything locked up inside of me. Ill have to mess around and figure it out. Im still getting used to how this and the Fet site work. I know its obvious Im a newbie to this but you'll be shocked about how much I know and experienced. Hopefully I don't get to comfortable and start trauma dumping thats dangerous.
If you made it this far in the post then maybe we should be friends.Ok I'll stop rambling... for now :)
