Sammilynn(sub female){Robin Silv}

Complete submission??

My feelings, thoughts, needs, and reservations about giving myself completely.

Where do I start?

4 years ago. February 22, 2020 at 6:53 AM

I am new to the lifestyle and honestly I've always thought I knew what I wanted and needed. But now i feel like that's changing. I've always said that I don't want a dom outside of sex, what I was really looking for was a sadist to calm my masochist cravings. Pain with sex is all I was looking for but now I don't know. I feel like I want more but at the same time I'm in love with someone and am currently waiting for us to be together. But in ways I am craving a more dominating presence in my life. Nothing online or long distance I need someone who could be there physically. But my reservations are I need my autonomy as well i have a busy hectic life and care for my grandma. I need help I feel. I don't know what to do?

LaVieEnRose(sub female){Learning } - Discuss it with him, not every D/s relationship requires you to be together 24/7 and share every moment with each other. I am a very independent person myself so I understand the need to want to be have your own space and time :)

4 years ago

Sammilynn(sub female){Robin Silv} - I dont have a dom per say i have 2 playmates im becoming curious about truly exploring my sub side. My issue is im waiting for someone in the sense they are in jail. She is my soulmate i would gladly go back to a vanilla relationship for her.

4 years ago

LaVieEnRose(sub female){Learning } - Ahhhhhh that is complicated, I guess in theory your submissive relationship and your vanilla relationship could equally run side by side they do not need to be mutually exclusive. That style isn’t for everyone, I know I don’t have the mental capacity to handle two relationships but many do

4 years ago

Sammilynn(sub female){Robin Silv} - when she and I are together I want it to be only us. I would like to talk to her about what I need and hope she accepts me for who I am and can be my dominant. Or at least have some sadistic tendencies as that is what I truly crave.

4 years ago

LaVieEnRose(sub female){Learning } - And you may be pleasantly surprised :) I hope it works out the way you hope it will!

4 years ago

Sammilynn(sub female){Robin Silv} - me too shes the light in my life I guess I'm more worried about her accepting me for who I am which is crazy because shes the only person who has given me confidence

4 years ago

LaVieEnRose(sub female){Learning } - We ALL have that fear, it’s natural and human xx

4 years ago

Sammilynn(sub female){Robin Silv} - Thank you you're comments are reassuring

4 years ago

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Complete submission??

Where do I start?

Sammilynn(sub female){Robin Silv}