I honestly don't get it. What is it that I'm doing wrong here? Here's my problem, I put myself out there all over the place, as honest as can be and it's like I'm in a perpetual cycle of getting my hopes up just to be slapped with rejection everywhere I go.
Is it because of my profession?
Is it my looks, my weight or my hight?
I know I don't smell bad..
What the hell am I doing wrong?
I'm polite
I'm gentle
I'm respectful
I'm clean
I take pretty good care of myself
What the fuck.. what to I gotta do to actually be happy? Do I just treat everyone like shit? Is that how this works? I've been steadily watching everyone I grew up with, went to school with, exs and friends all be happy and have wives and children. What the fuck am I doing wrong?
I hate societal standards.