Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo}

My true experiences

I like to write down my life experiences...alot of my experiences are sexual...it's just my life

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3 years ago. April 12, 2021 at 9:17 PM

So I've stepped away and again I let myself lose whatever happiness I might have had....I've darken the light that was slowly starting to shine again inside me....and again I know this is where I have to be...once again alone...and as much as I wish I could stand on top of this life a shine my light BRIGHT and BEAUTIFUL and never let it falter...like I had done so many...MANY years ago.....my light is like moth to flames and although my light is soo very bright and soo very beautiful and so many have tried to catch or capture MY light...tried to claim ME....I know better....I've had to dim my light so it barely shines...so I'm only a blip in someone else's life....so I'm only a blip in my own....this is what I know needs to be.....alone...always alone but I will never let anyone be burned by my beautiful flame...bc I will keep it hidden....always

AdamDragon(dom male) - This is a very beautiful post. But I can not begin to imagine what you have been through. Such beauty and sadness together. Let the light shine ! 🌹

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - It shines when I'm alone....like I have to be...and yes beauty and sadness together is just the way I have to maintain....always....in my pursuit of happiness I have left nothing but havoc and calamity in my wake....I can't in good conscious let anyone get too close or they WILL be completely consumed and then burned by something so beautiful as the light I burn...it is how it is, sweet enquirer.

3 years ago

TheAnt(dom male) - SR, When one tries to be happy, there are many who refuse to let it happen. I picture it like and arrow being shot at a target. My search for happiness is the arrow and the target is happiness. If someone is foolish enough to get in my way in pursue if happiness, they become carnage.
My point is DO NOT give up your search for happiness. My happiness has been torn from me time and time again and yet I continue to search for it and rebuild it.

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - My happiness leaves to much carnage in its wake...I'm happy just having fun especially at this junction in my life...I truly understand what it costs others to be in my orbit and in good conscious I cannot/will not allow my flame to damage another soul....as much as I love people, it's people that have no clue what they think they know is right for me....I've met only a few who can stand in my light and instead of being burned, tried to consume my light, my energy...myself....and I can't have that either...so we are where we are...and I have to be content with this...I have to find happiness within my life as it is and must remain...

3 years ago

albuka(sub male) - This is amazing to me. It is people like you that are that light that others run to. "Moth to flame". The true leaders in the world. I like how you have put it in this blog.

2 years ago

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Scarlet Red​(other female){Hunting fo}

My true experiences

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Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo}