My true experiences

So I've stepped away and again I let myself lose whatever happiness I might have had....I've darken the light that was slowly starting to shine again inside me....and again I know this is where I have to be...once again alone...and as much as I wish I could stand on top of this life a shine my light BRIGHT and BEAUTIFUL and never let it falter...like I had done so many...MANY years ago.....my light is like moth to flames and although my light is soo very bright and soo very beautiful and so many have tried to catch or capture MY light...tried to claim ME....I know better....I've had to dim my light so it barely shines...so I'm only a blip in someone else's life....so I'm only a blip in my own....this is what I know needs to be.....alone...always alone but I will never let anyone be burned by my beautiful flame...bc I will keep it hidden....always