Who knows what this may bring.
(This blog is an actual blog, a story to follow that will not be always coherent or well thought out. I may jump subjects quite often or skip context depending on how my thoughts are playing out to myself)
We have juggled the idea of this lifestyle over the years but never fully committed. With both of us being switches it is hard to lock one of us into any particular role. Though we do keep finding ourselves back at this crossroad we have possibly decided to stay on this path for the time being.
I like being submissive in general for kink. I am one of those people who are in that position where they are always in charge, everywhere they go. Every interaction I have in life has always put me in a position where people look to me for guidance and direction. Work and family has always followed that trend and it is exhausting.
I want to experience dominance fom the one person I trust most in this world. I want to fully envelop myself in her dominance and enjoy my life with her at the lead. And to be perfectly honest I just wanna be a slave to her and be useful. Be an outlet for her to punish and use. Get enjoyment of of me. Treat me like meat and degrade me, humiliate me and make me do disgusting things for your pleasure!
So how is it going?
It's off to a slow start. We have some experience with this from before but we have both never fully committed and I am skeptical of her ability to put it on the front burner long term.
She tries sometimes but it doesn't fulfill me how I need.
And now a list of things I will be posting about hopefully.
Sissy/feminization
Chastity and shrinking/pussyfree
Small penis humiliation
Penis comparison
degrading/humiliation
Cuckolding/breeding
Cum eating
Eating pussy with cum
Ball slapping
Edging
Face fucking
Spanking/discipline
Anal gaping
Gangbang
Some other stuff I'm probably forgetting 🤔