I've been reading about how the little things matter. When you don't get to see your partner often then those little things are truly important.
My King and I don't get to see each other often, but I knew from the beginning this was not a conventional relationship and I accepted it.
But, we communicate a lot. He is not just my Master but someone who I confide in, I tell my deepest darkest secrets to, who I tell my daily problems to, he is my friend. And I know I am that for him.
When we are physically together my whole being moves into that sweet space that I only find with him. Even though I wish to have more time with him I am happy the way things are working out. I have a life that would be hard to live if I was in a 24/7 dynamic. So those moments that we find to spend together are more meaningful even if they aren't lengthy moments.
When my King stopped in on Tuesday I was happy even though it was a quick visit. I love the hugs and kisses he gives me after we play. I feel the respect and appreciation for what I give him in those simple things. The dress I threw on quickly to go answer the door has cutouts on the shoulders, exposing skin, and he kissed my shoulder. A simple little thing like a kiss on the shoulder sticks in my mind. A feeling attached to it which keeps it coming back.
When I undress and brush my shoulder I feel his lips. When I pull his t-shirt over my head I feel his hugs. And when we communicate like we do it's like those kisses he gives me before he leaves, the comfort and trust he feels for me.
Doesn't it all sound romantic?
It fills me with the desires and fulfillment that I need from a partner right now.
I am living a naughty, sex filled story. A secret life that makes the physical times more exciting in a way. This might sound selfish but I'm giving him something he doesn't get anywhere else right now and I feel proud that he wants me for that side of him.
The little things keep the story going, keeps us wanting and needing to continue onto the next passionate and lustfilled chapter.
Is that romantic?
I serve him, I'm owned by him, he takes his pleasure from me and I from him. We don't have candle lit dinners or movies and walks under the stars. We don't have the time to be domestically romantic like cooking together. We don't have the ability to be naughty out in public.
So no it's not romantic, it's an exciting raw, passionate, lifestyle story, where I serve him, please him, fulfill him, and he takes me to another place where the power exchange and passion fulfills my fantasies.
There's always an end to a story like this but I hope and we both want this to have many chapters and maybe even a sequel...but I'll be happy with many chapters...😁