I'm already feeling lonesome even though he hasn't left the country yet.
I'll worry because our communication will be lessened again. His job will need more of his attention this time. The type of very large transport he is part of can be dangerous with all the vehicles involved. But he is a professional so I give him credit for that, but will still worry.
I wish he would find a safer, closer job. He's trying, he has so much experience, knowledge, and drive...but the job market in his line of work is so congested right now.
I miss my King already!
So I will either be here ranting, raving, or just rambling a great deal, OR I will disappear for a few days at a time where I will either concentrate on cleaning, purging more, and rearranging....or focus on family and vanilla friends.
But I need to get used to his being gone for long periods because I don't see any change happening for some time.
Know this though. I am a strong woman.
I've weathered worse.
I love him with all my being and I shall not waiver from his side.
I've never wanted or needed a Dominant/Master/Man as much as I want or need him.
I'm blessed with such a loving sensual Master, a gorgeous Man, attentive lover, and amazing friend.
I'm high on him all the time...no matter how far he is from me.