Ever watch a movie or tv show and see a person or character that reminds you of someone you know? Like, a someone that you had a VERY close connection to. Like your souls knew each other before either of you knew of the other one. When you see that character or actor, it triggers a feeling like no other; your chest heats up, your breath quickens, and ya gotta bite your lip or something is going to escape that would be totally NSFW. It’s an amazing feeling. Well when that person is someone you no longer talk to or see because of certain reasons its hard to watch that tv show or movie.
I’ll explain; nine years ago, I had a customer walk into my store, and we hit it off talking about cars. That turned into him coming in just to hang out and talk when I put up stock. Then he decided to get a part time job at my store. This turned into us working about three nights together closing. We became close friends; when we worked side by side it was like water' wed ebbed and flowed without a single ripple or wave. We were so fluid around each other that we never got in the way of the other. We could work together to get stuff done and never really say what was needed. We just knew. I was the brains and he was the brawn.
Let me tell you about him. 😉 He’s six foot five, short blonde hair, long enough to run fingers through. Broad shoulders, nice v-shaped solid back. He’s athletic but doesn’t work out all the time. He is a maintenance mechanic for the local golf course and helps his dad run their hvac business, so he gets enough physical activity. Blue eyes, wide grin when he is being devious, thick, luscious lips that I would love to drown in. Long arms that wrap around my shoulders when he stood behind me. I am 5’2 so I am perfect height for him to rest his chin on the top of my head. Ugh, memories…. And those hands…. mmmm, I love a man with rough, hard worked hands. It shows that he’s not afraid of laborious work, not a softy either. His hands were big; big enough to completely envelope mine in. They are my weakness, just the thought of them- is it hot in here???
Here is where the actor/character comes in. Tom Hardy. Most women know that name from one movie or another. But for me it is just his looks. I see those lips and that skaggy short goatee, and all the above happen. Its bittersweet because three years ago we stopped talking and communicating all together. I’m clarisenitive and having such a strong connection to him, it still lingers around. I feel things and know they’re of him. I had a dream one-night outta the blue and he was in it. Pictures, movies, or even the name provoke thought and emotions I’d rather keep buried.
What started all this was me surfing around on Hulu and found Taboo; was totally unaware Tom Hardy was in it; and his voice with that accent. Gurl! Lettma tell ya!! So if you’ve read this far, is there a person that brings back memories of times when life was a bit sweeter, or rather sinful?? I’d love to hear. Love to all!!