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Down the Rabbit Hole

My journey into self discovery.
3 years ago. May 26, 2020 at 2:01 AM

The red queen shouted, "off with her tits" to the card soldiers and they carted me away to the dark dungeon to await my mock trial.  There my mind ran wild. Will any be spared? Will they take it all? Once I get away from the queen and her court, I will hop aboard my pirate ship. I'll sail from Wonderland to the Caribbean on oceans so blue. The waves will take the pain from me and I'll rule as a gypsy pirate. 

3 years ago. May 15, 2020 at 10:46 PM

I don't know most of you very well but I feel welcomed. 

First TheChimera for thinking of this. You are kind and so talented. I can't wait to see more of your art.

SD13 My first few days you made me feel very welcome and offered advice. You were patient and answered my barrage of questions. 

Shyparadox I think you are my kindred spirit. We have allot in common. You also have good taste in toys.

JadeMermaid No matter how bad my day is you always say something to make me laugh. You are also an amazing artist. 

60Rocker You are so sweet and you helped me find my name.

Mister Anderson You keep me in stitches. When you get on a comedic roll you have me laughing with tears.

Inferno I don't know you well enough yet, but even in the hospital you checked on me. You were my knight in shining armor. 

3 years ago. May 13, 2020 at 10:44 PM

The caterpillar with the hookah looked righteous when he blew the smoke in my eyes.  I asked him for guidance but he only replied in irrelevant questions. I'm lost or as a friend says misplaced.  I yearn for a strong soul to help me find my way.  I want to be guided in this new and beautiful Wonderland. I need someone to show me all the pleasures it holds. Every fiber of my being wants to be dominated, controlled. I yearn to please and receive praise when I have done so.  I turn away from the caterpillar and his false wisdom.  He is not the one.  I will continue down the path.  How puzzling these changes can be.  I will be my authentic self and look for the one who recognizes me.

3 years ago. May 5, 2020 at 5:56 PM

Title:  2020

3 years ago. May 5, 2020 at 3:44 AM

One of my first sketches. 

3 years ago. May 3, 2020 at 7:43 PM

No title. Done in honor of my ex. Lol

3 years ago. May 3, 2020 at 4:32 AM

Geisha 

3 years ago. May 2, 2020 at 4:27 PM

My Mask

4 years ago. April 30, 2020 at 1:34 PM

In my search for friends in Wonderland, card soldiers cross my path.  They all want to interrogate me from the youngest to the old.  Very few want to know me for myself.  They want to know what I will do for them.  The Jack of Hearts became my friend but alas he is stationed in a cold, far-away land.  I have to remain in the warmth and sunshine to stay alive.  I'm in no hurry and will continue to shuffle the deck.  Maybe one day I will belong to and please the King of Hearts.

4 years ago. April 27, 2020 at 4:02 PM

"Not all those who wander are lost."

As I wander through this vast Wonderland, I am not lost. I am educating myself on everything about the realm. I do not wish to be a slave or humiliated. I  need trust and respect. I am very strong willed and need a alpha with whom I can submit. Someone who knows when to spank or when to cuddle. 

Online is a good start, however, I want a real life relationship. I want to belong to someone. Until then I will make friends throughout the realm. I will eat the cake and drink the juice to find out what happens.