What can you truly say abou the little green monster that lives within, other then it's a ugly little monster.
She has had her share of jealousy, but also have found that little monster has been more true to her then any other person in her life. She can't say that there is anything that she can truly do but try to fight that little monster, but she finds herself feeling that emotional rush when there is nothing but lies around her. If he can't be true with her then where in the world is the trust that should be apart of them each and every day. She finds herself alone, wishing that there was light at the end of the tunnel but know that there is nothing but the darkness, of this little green monster control every single aspect of her being, as she wishes that this little green monster will just leave her.
It's hard to say what this little green monster within her would show it's little ugly face again, to feel this pain once again of just being lied to overs and overs again. And knowing that the truth will come out once again not by him but by other, to feel that pain, the twist of the knife twisting within her, making this heart bleed once again filling her soul with the thigh cold redness of blood, her eyes feeling the warmth of those tears running down her face and knowing that there will never be that moment to save her from that little green monster, not even the one who has bring her the pain, her Daddy, her Master, her world.
So she says to her little green monster, "You have won, again!"As she lays upon the cold floor bleeding out, forming a pool of redness around her.
