Embracing my chaotic thoughts and asking for opinions…..

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Mid-life Mess

7 months ago. February 1, 2024 at 2:07 AM

Why is it that when I am out of sorts I always want to reach for the past? Reach out to the one who was too cowardly to be a man or run back to the one I walked away from because he never knew the real me? Find comfort where I know only pain will result. Maybe I’m an emotional Masochist, maybe I’m reaching for the known because the unknown is scary, or maybe I am just a mid- life mess.

My hopes for a happy ever after never seem to pan out. What I am searching for…..a partner in this life and a Dominant in the bedroom is just more unicorns and rainbows. Maybe I’m not really submissive….maybe I just need really kinky sex and a man to put me over his knee. Maybe it’s all a fairytale…..

Maxorde(dom male){Taken} - You are not alone. We all seek that ‘unicorn’ that will bring peace and fullness to our lives. Is it a fairly tale? It might look like it now, but you will look back one day and be so happy that you persevered.

7 months ago

Sir Don(dom male){Nt looking} - Comfort from past. Scared of the future.
Decision are thought. Where does your heart tell you to travel? You decide your path. You decide if you want to hit the replay button. Or to go forward.

7 months ago

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Joyous Chaos​(sub female)

Embracing my chaotic thoughts and asking for opinions…..

Mid-life Mess

Joyous Chaos(sub female)