2 weeks ago. March 21, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Why does it always bring me back - the idea of control …..
What is it in me that needs this in order to feel whole?
Is there something wrong or is it meant to be me?
Why do I crave someone to order me in order to feel free?
Yes it’s sexual- it turns me on- but it’s more than that .. it’s mental, it’s encompassing.. it’s wrong?
But I’ve built myself up and I indeed feel fine
I feel capable and willing to shine
Yet I want someone there to tell me how, how do I shine sir?
What do you prefer?