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I actually may get what I want?

loves2Btied​(sub male)
6 years ago • Jul 3, 2017

I actually may get what I want?

loves2Btied​(sub male) • Jul 3, 2017
I really by accident met a dominant female who I like. I was beginning to think they didn't exist. Everything she says is more than what I wanted or needed to hear. And I am completely captivated after a few good talks. She Is into same things I am. Only I am absolutely new when it comes to actual experience while she has a lot. But this is something I've wanted for SO long. It's a bit scary throwing yourself at another's mercy let alone doing so during real BDSM and heavy bondage and testing limits. And this is going to have to be kept completely separate from my long time GF and regular life. All parties understand and that's not an issue, though I worry I may feel guilty despite the fact its what I want. And I am going to do this. I cant just chicken out. Anybody been in my place before? Or have any good advice?

I'd love to hear 'just quit whining, get tied up and live an actual fantasy experience most don't get the chance to, stupid!' from someone who has had this happen. But I really just need the truth. ?