Intimations of Kink

WholesomeWhore​(switch female){SwellDaddy} • May 29, 2021

There were quite a few indications throughout my childhood that I would grow to be into kinky things, although obviously at such a young age I didn't really understand that's what a lot of them were. I think I was just highly sexed from a very young age, originally I guess always curious about it and also interested/fascinated by pain and torture scenarios.

A few examples that spring to mind are - I used to think up fantasies whilst trying to fall asleep when I was younger, probably starting about the age of 5 or 6. To me I didn't see it as I've worded it here, it seemed to be more that I was imagining/inventing my own bedtime stories. Some involved some pretty moderate pain infliction and torture, but in more of a kinky-esque setting rather than that of say a horror story. At about 7 or 8 I liked to tie my Barbies to chairs using their belts, I'm sure those scenarios were a bit more involved but I cannot recall where they used to go from there. Well then there came the internet, as soon as we got it at home (when I was aged 11 or 12) I was checking out and printing off porn on the family computer - much to the utter dismay of my parents who balled me out for it on more than one occasion 😕 I definitely liked the ones that were dirtier or heavier on the BDSM side the best.

Bunnie • May 30, 2021

I didn’t know any different because I simply felt what I felt and liked what I liked. I did learn at a very early age though, that my tastes were best kept to myself because they were not shared by those around me. Unfortunately, even “toning myself down” still wasn’t enough to avoid being considered sexually “different” or “unusual” through my schooling years, especially high school. So I became the “girl next door,” and shut it all down. Clearly that didn’t work either lol.