How did you get or pick your screen(or lifestyle) name?

I want a new screen name.
I chose to use my middle name.
I had thought about using my screen name from a game that I play. The name is Medieval Yummies and because it was an October when I started and castle decor was offered AND it's a food game, it worked out great!
If I was to go with that name here, it would sound like I have this ancient, cobweb twat🤦🏻‍♀️. It was just a no-go🤷🏻‍♀️.
I have had 2 pet names but normally I let the Dom choose what he wants to call me SO nicole r it is until.
Oh and it's lower case because when I, OH GOD, UMM.... It's a long story....😣.... Before I met O.... Ga damnit I can't explain without tearing up.
I had felt that I was on top of the world last fall and about February or March things changed and I felt so little and alone. When I came back here I changed it to lowercase because of that feeling.
I still have that feeling sometimes BUT O has really helped me get out of my head and he makes me laugh everyday.
I'm ready for my lowercase name to become something that makes me smile.