So yea that just happened...

SheaSubbyButter​(sub female) • Feb 28, 2020

Heya FunCouple, thank you so much for taking the time amidst the curry influences

What you have said makes sense especially since we had one session and it seems he has run for the hills or blames me for it not going exactly as he envisioned it. As some have said here the reality of this life is much different than our own experience based fantasy of what it is without fully having lived the lifestyle consistently.

While I went in open minded and transparent and it would seem he did as well all up until he realized that my reactions were nothing how he thought they would be. Also as some have said maybe it was shock or he was just unprepared for my feelings as well as his own. I suppose I may never know what truly went in in his head and what’s going on in there even now. It does leave me with a sadness about it all which I’m sure others understand the overall excitement of believing you have found someone who shares your same desires and cravings.

Thanks again for the insights, watch out for that curry next time

LongerJohnny​(dom male) • Mar 6, 2020

you should probably talk to me about this. that's what friends are for.

SheaSubbyButter​(sub female) • Mar 7, 2020

Hey @LongerJohnny I believe I already know what you would say...