maria35(sub gender queer)
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7 years ago •
Sep 6, 2017
Needing Pain
It is difficult to describe why I need pain, I described it once as been lashed to a chair and beaten into submission, I don't mean beaten up or physically assaulted, just harsh repetitive beating with a cane or a belt. I get so cursed with it at times that I cannot say a safe word because I want more. I have left places barely able to walk and with marks of severe beatings on my body. I can go for weeks without any need to be beaten and then a strong sexual urge takes over and I need to be beaten and I need to be humiliated. I dress as a girl to attract both males and females. Females can be more harsh than men and they understand the need to inflict pain. Just a few thoughts from me.
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