|Curious M(sub female)||
1 week ago • Jan 22, 2023
Curious M(sub female) • Jan 22, 2023
I’m a complete workaholic. I just don’t know how to stop. Im the youngest in leadership at my job and I have too many ppl under me, most of them older than me. I have no words on how to describe myself at work other than I absolutely kill it. Everyone knows that they cannot fck up or im coming after them. We work in the social field, so mistakes could be catastrophic.
Everyone at work calls me tough and thinks that I’m just like that in my personal life, but after work I would just loveee to be told what to do. I am completely drained at work and when I get home, I don’t wanna think. I fantasizing about getting spanked, wiped, tied or just even getting push to the wall. New to this too, so wouldn’t even know what I would really like or not.
My partner is the most vanilla person ever. Even when I talk to him and ask him to do aggressive stuff, he just doesn’t get to the point I want to be.
I’m going a little crazy with just dreams and reading into the BDSM lifestyle. I am completely sexually frustrated and not sure what to do. How do I get a incredible vanilla person in this lifestyle?