even in the darkest point in the hole you may see the light and this is how i find my self in this " unfair " world ..
i may not change any of the wrong things in the world but I'm convinced that the change should be in me so i impact the world around me ..
i hate how everthing is manipulative and fake so i try as much as possible to be " true " to my self and to the surroundings ; so i stick to my principles ..
I'm so full of details and i like to enjoy the most of every small thing in this world ..
my main point is that " I'm loyal " this is the reason behind naming my self " the pain wolf " cause i thing all wolf are in pain due to there loyalty ..
mostly I'm nobal in my words and thoughts ..
i beleave that you make your own world .
in my family I'm the oldest so i have been always the support source ..
i love giving support and energy and life to othere even if i had lake of it ...
also i was the family shield and i will be the protector to who ever " female " what will give her soul to me ..
BDSM is not just a sexual desire it's way more than that it's a commitment and a way of life from both sides in this relationship ..
i may look to fulfil my sexual desires but you should know that i care about the other side desires too and i love the idea ..
i hate routine and so my mood it's unstable ; i may treat you as submissive then i will cuddle you so you can't expect me ..
my life style is more close to military type i give orders and missions some are easy and some are hard to accomplish..
this was the outside surface of my brain and my thoughts .
loyalty and commitment is the main rules that can't be broken ..