Hello my fellow dwellers of dark cellars. Where inhibitions lack shelter and asses sheen weltered. And who am I to judge you on the things that you do, and by do I mean play, such an erotic and sensual game. Where scores are tallied in such bitter sweet shame.
I have been active to various degrees since 17 years old. As I'm 45 now I've seen and done a fair amount of exploration. I am most definitely naturally submissive but in the many years I have learned to top as well. Only as a service top and often under the direction of an alpha female but practice has netted results in certain areas. But what I truly seek Is a true long term FLR with an alpha who could use support in her daily life as well as make use of my desire to be a bit objectified. I have a high iq, have owned multiple businesses and bring a lot to the table. But as I was in a coma on a vent for 4 months some years back I'm a little emotionally stunted and it prevents me from returning to my own career. I am self sufficient have my own apartment in downtown San Francisco and have a fixed income so I don't need anybody to take care of me in that sense but I do need support otherwise and in return would like to bolster the position of a strong woman cuz I feel this will be a better contribution to society with the resources I have to offer. If you think this might be you, I know you're out there, I am an INTP really looking for an INFJ but will settle for any compatible personality type. My enneagram is a nine bordering on a five so I'm heavily intellectual with an artistic side and a need to serve domestically. I am excellent cook and get a lot of pleasure in providing a comfortable and stable home life. And I'm told I'm not half bad looking. Boyish looks plus a singer-songwriter. If you think this is you that I'm looking for, I hope to hear from you. I enjoy thick women. A few Xtra lbs works for me. But a desire to be healthy is important as my own health is a bit compromised. Thank you !
Most bodily fluids outside of the norm. Animals , kids, DDLG. ( Nurturing mother characteristics are welcome of course and ANR interests me)