Curiousbitch

sub female

Single

I’m 30, a sub with bratty tendencies, and have been in relationship after relationship. I finally took three years to be alone and find out what I really want. I’ve always have been interested in the community but not as a multi partner type of thing. The times I have tried to get my partner to play they seemed to intimidated. I’m tired of settling for someone else and want something for me.

New to the community. Basically tipping my toes in the water to see if this is really what I want.

Right now I haven’t played enough to know my limits. I do know I don’t want extreme pain.

Hard no’s - Scat, blood, and multi partner.

Here is what I have learned over the past year exploring this world…

I have never found a place that truly knows me. Here I finally found a world that is intoxicating that it’s now a mission of mine. When my ex and I split I just stopped having sex. Went on a 3 year dry spell to figure out what I wanted and needed. Finally had sex (no he’s not part of the community) and for both it was disappointing. However, it made me remember and realize that sex to me is empowering. I have realized I am an Alpha Sub. I pick men who I think would challenge me. I don’t mean a macho man by any means. I don’t submit to anyone who is not worthy. I would only submit to my mentor so far. And to be honest that is after a year of talking. I have been able to explore more of what excites me and what doesn’t work for me. I am still new to this and have much learning to do as well. I might be stubborn and stand tall but I am still fragile. I have learned a lot and still learning but wanted to thank everyone that has been soooo excepting and helping me through this experience.

https://youtu.be/hctvPGNtuVY

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Submissive
95% Rope bunny
86% Vanilla
47% Experimentalist
46% Slave
43% Brat
31% Primal (Prey)
30% Rigger
28% Pet
28% Sadist
25% Switch
24% Masochist
15% Degradee
10% Boy/Girl
4% Master/Mistress
3% Dominant
3% Exhibitionist
3% Voyeur
1% Brat tamer
1% Daddy/Mommy
1% Owner
0% Ageplayer
0% Primal (Hunter)
0% Degrader
0% Non-monogamist
http://bdsmtest.org/r/krrEUcaC

Jun 15, 2021

Oct 20, 2020