I am a cute, slim and femm, sub and bottom-only, pre/non op, 'trans' girl. Living full-time since 2001.
Let me say up front - don't be overly concerned with our respective locations. I am at a point in my life where I am truly ready for a change and I have the ability to relocate. My preference would be somewhere with warm weather, but basically, I could go pretty much anywhere for the right master. This is not a casual thing for me, it is a desire to find a long term relationship. I am a multi-dimensional person living in the real world, as opposed to some of the obvious fantasists we see on these contact sites.
From when I was very young I have been sexually submissive. Before I even knew anything about sex my very earliest erotic fantasies were all of submissive themes in one way or another.
As I got older I just found this confusing. I found girls attractive but what was arousing sexually was the idea of being on my knees giving head.
Eventually I realised these feelings were not going away and I made the bold step of living full-time as a girl in 2001. I don't think of myself as a 'guy' but I was never prone to being a cross-dresser or anything, it's just easier overall to live as a woman when I know that inside I am a submissive sissy. I pass as female easily in public but can also present as a male, so my image is easily moldable to suit the situation.
I am looking for a real-world relationship with a mature master (think 50-ish or over) who likes the idea of a feminized male / ladyboy / shemale / whatever. Sexually he will be straight, top only, total top, and I am bottom, sub only.
He will have me naked and collared when we are together, I am his sextoy.
I will likely never see him naked, as he wants to remain clothed and dignified at all times, whereas I am always on display for him.
I do not want an angry violent atmosphere, I always seek harmony and seek to please. He will be happy when I have pleased him but may still punish me sometimes to assert his authority but most importantly he will know how to create an atmosphere where I will respect him and truly desire to please first and foremost.
He will respect me to a point, always mindful of my hard limits, but enjoy taunting me a bit as well.
Sex will generally involve me sucking cock. Never will any concern be given to my sexual release. It is always about him being horny and getting his orgasm. He knows that the more one-sided the relationship is sexually the more I like it. He likes the idea that I do not need or want reciprocation and that my penis is only for peeing as far as he is concerned.
He might enjoy taking me outdoors or to unconventional places where I must strip, be tied or collared etc. and eventually on my knees to pleasure him.
no scat, blood, anything dangerous or unhygienic, no rimming or 'ass to mouth' etc.