I am a 55 year old recent widower. So I am trying to find the new me. I like reading, swimming, and helping others when I can. I am fairly shy until I get to know someone. I was recommended to check out this site, so far so good. I am not sure what you put down, but willing to answer questions if you are curious. So I will fill this out more, when I have a clue what to write.
To get the stats out of the way: 6'1" 228 lbs. (but working on losing weight). Blue eyes and mostly bald on my head. The rest of my body is a work in progress.
I do have another life that I want to keep separate. My family (kids) and vanilla friends have no idea about this part of my life. So I do not want to risk anything. So started off online and building from there is my goal.
I am a submissive. I have only tried to Top maybe two or three times in my life and found it is not for me when it comes to the lifestyle. I have done the online thing for years as I believed to be faithful to my spouse. I am faithful and loyal to those I serve. I try my best. So I just started checking out the real life scene. I have only gone to munches and maybe one party. I am a Service Submissive, which means to me that I am there to help out and make life easier for others. Sex isn't much of a concern for me right now as I said before I am a recent widower (married for 31 years) so really not looking for that right now (maybe in the future).
I am into spanking and some impact play. I have not experienced any heavy impact play so I am not sure what my level is or if I would like that. I do like to wear panties every so often, but not into the cross dress area (just don't have the body for it.. I think). Have done the sissy thing a bit, but that too has gone by the way side as I have found for some female Dominants it is a major turn off and I have to get into the right frame of mind. But like I said, enjoy the panty thing. I do have a set of training butt plugs as I find anal play enjoyable, but again I don't have much experience except putting the plugs in and having them in for hours.
Scat, Golden Showers, blood, permanent damage, animals, children, ANY illegal, prefer no drugs, and.... (as my experience grows so will this list and also the list of Kinks I enjoy) Just learning what I like and Don't like.
I would say I am. New to this site. New to this lifestyle. Trying to find the NEW me. I hope to get to know some people and grow in my servitude.