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Hopeful Masochist
Gainesville, Florida, United States
Hopeful Masochist
Gender
Male
About me
Retired sub/slave needing strict but fair Female or MtF Domme, prefer ages 25-50 please. This will be somewhat lengthy but it will answer most of your questions, I hope and give you an idea of what this sub/slave is like. Just to let you know at the start, I am a tiny cock loser.
NAME Bruce L. Maves
AGE 68
GENDER Male
MARITAL STATUS Widowed
BDSM ORIENTATION Receive
SEXUAL ORIENTATION Trained as bi (for only oral at this point)
HEIGHT 5' 8"
WEIGHT 195
SMOKER Regularly
KIDS/PETS 4 step children all living in another state. No pets.
COCK SIZE 2" soft maybe 4-5 hard
HIGHEST EDUCATION 2 years college - Mathematics
RELIGION Raised Catholic but now Traditionalist
COMPATIBILITY Able to get along well with anybody until they prove themselves to be even more useless than I am in some way through lying, dishonesty or treating my Owner/Goddess/Mistress in a disrespectful manner.
PERSONALITY Easy going, like to try new things, adventurous, happy 99% of the time, a bit shy in crowds until I get used to it, (doesn't take long). I have grown to have the need to be totally owned and controlled in body, mind and soul. I do speak some Italian (not fluent) but just enough to not make an ass of myself if I ever do go to Italy.
WHY DO I WANT TO SERVE To begin with, I truly believe that the female is the dominant species and that male are useless pieces of flesh to be used as the female see fit. I am attracted to the possibility of being trained and improved to serve an owner, especially needing further training in dungeon activities. The only ones capable of proper instruction is the female.
WHAT AM I SEEKING FROM AN OWNER/GODDESS/MISTRESS Her ability to take me further into pain training to find my limits and taking me beyond those limits for her pleasure. To train me in her ways without any regard to me. Even to punish me any time she feels it is necessary whether it's needed or not, in private or public
MY NEEDS AND DESIRES My greatest need is to serve. It is like a drug to me and it is like going through drug withdrawal not being in service. My greatest desire is for humiliation (verbal and physical) in public and also public degradation. The higher the public humiliation and degradation is, the more I am willing to endure it.
AM I IN A CURRENT RELATIONSHIP No
WHAT COMMITTMENTS DO I HAVE THAT WOULD AFFECT MY ABILITY TO SERVE None
HEALTH STATUS STD/STI STATUS: 100% clean. No diseases. My general overall health is good. No health issue(s) to interfere with my ability to serve.
WHAT ILLEGAL DRUGS DO I CURRENTLY USE None at this time. I stopped using drugs when I got married (1976) and had the responsibilities of a wife and her children (my step children mentioned earlier). Since her death I have only smoked marijuana while serving Mistress Rose (from September 2018 to February 2021). I currently use no drugs at all but am open to use if commanded by my owner to do so.
WHAT ILLEGAL DRUGS HAVE I USED IN THE PAST During the late 1960's and early 1970's I used marijuana quite heavily and experimented a lot with blotter acid. Tried LSD only once. Did some cocaine (before coke existed). Also did hash under glass. Never shot up anything.
DO I DRINK ALCOHOL I do not drink at all. It's not because I am against drinking. I just can't handle it. One or two beers can make me drunk. (I'm a lightweight)
DO I HAVE ANY MEDICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD AFFECT MY ABILITY TO SERVE None except that I am not double jointed
PRESCRIBED MEDICATIONS None
ANY ALLERGIES/PHOBIAS/OTHER ISSUES No known allergies. The only phobia I have is being on the edge of a high place.
HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN IN THE LIFESTYLE Off and on since the summer of 2009
HAVE I EVER BEEN OWNED Yes. From September 2018 to February 2021
AM I OPEN OR DISCREET ABOUT IT I can be discreet when it is necessary but I prefer to be open about it. And I love performing in front of people and in public.
CAN I RELOCATE OR ACCOMMODATE I can not accommodate as I share an apartment with 3 other people. But I am open and willing to relocate (within the US) at my own expense.
DO I HAVE A HOUSE OR DO I RENT I rent. I share a small 4 bedroom apartment with 3 roommates in an apartment complex.
DO I WORK OR RETIRED I am 68 and retired
WHAT HAVE OTHER DOMMES DONE THAT I HAVE HATED OR BOTHERED ME Only one time a Domme has done something that bothered, actually scared, me. Sometimes Mistress Rose would get so stoned she would pass out and forget she left me in predicament, sometimes for hours.
NAME Bruce L. Maves
AGE 68
GENDER Male
MARITAL STATUS Widowed
BDSM ORIENTATION Receive
SEXUAL ORIENTATION Trained as bi (for only oral at this point)
HEIGHT 5' 8"
WEIGHT 195
SMOKER Regularly
KIDS/PETS 4 step children all living in another state. No pets.
COCK SIZE 2" soft maybe 4-5 hard
HIGHEST EDUCATION 2 years college - Mathematics
RELIGION Raised Catholic but now Traditionalist
COMPATIBILITY Able to get along well with anybody until they prove themselves to be even more useless than I am in some way through lying, dishonesty or treating my Owner/Goddess/Mistress in a disrespectful manner.
PERSONALITY Easy going, like to try new things, adventurous, happy 99% of the time, a bit shy in crowds until I get used to it, (doesn't take long). I have grown to have the need to be totally owned and controlled in body, mind and soul. I do speak some Italian (not fluent) but just enough to not make an ass of myself if I ever do go to Italy.
WHY DO I WANT TO SERVE To begin with, I truly believe that the female is the dominant species and that male are useless pieces of flesh to be used as the female see fit. I am attracted to the possibility of being trained and improved to serve an owner, especially needing further training in dungeon activities. The only ones capable of proper instruction is the female.
WHAT AM I SEEKING FROM AN OWNER/GODDESS/MISTRESS Her ability to take me further into pain training to find my limits and taking me beyond those limits for her pleasure. To train me in her ways without any regard to me. Even to punish me any time she feels it is necessary whether it's needed or not, in private or public
MY NEEDS AND DESIRES My greatest need is to serve. It is like a drug to me and it is like going through drug withdrawal not being in service. My greatest desire is for humiliation (verbal and physical) in public and also public degradation. The higher the public humiliation and degradation is, the more I am willing to endure it.
AM I IN A CURRENT RELATIONSHIP No
WHAT COMMITTMENTS DO I HAVE THAT WOULD AFFECT MY ABILITY TO SERVE None
HEALTH STATUS STD/STI STATUS: 100% clean. No diseases. My general overall health is good. No health issue(s) to interfere with my ability to serve.
WHAT ILLEGAL DRUGS DO I CURRENTLY USE None at this time. I stopped using drugs when I got married (1976) and had the responsibilities of a wife and her children (my step children mentioned earlier). Since her death I have only smoked marijuana while serving Mistress Rose (from September 2018 to February 2021). I currently use no drugs at all but am open to use if commanded by my owner to do so.
WHAT ILLEGAL DRUGS HAVE I USED IN THE PAST During the late 1960's and early 1970's I used marijuana quite heavily and experimented a lot with blotter acid. Tried LSD only once. Did some cocaine (before coke existed). Also did hash under glass. Never shot up anything.
DO I DRINK ALCOHOL I do not drink at all. It's not because I am against drinking. I just can't handle it. One or two beers can make me drunk. (I'm a lightweight)
DO I HAVE ANY MEDICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD AFFECT MY ABILITY TO SERVE None except that I am not double jointed
PRESCRIBED MEDICATIONS None
ANY ALLERGIES/PHOBIAS/OTHER ISSUES No known allergies. The only phobia I have is being on the edge of a high place.
HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN IN THE LIFESTYLE Off and on since the summer of 2009
HAVE I EVER BEEN OWNED Yes. From September 2018 to February 2021
AM I OPEN OR DISCREET ABOUT IT I can be discreet when it is necessary but I prefer to be open about it. And I love performing in front of people and in public.
CAN I RELOCATE OR ACCOMMODATE I can not accommodate as I share an apartment with 3 other people. But I am open and willing to relocate (within the US) at my own expense.
DO I HAVE A HOUSE OR DO I RENT I rent. I share a small 4 bedroom apartment with 3 roommates in an apartment complex.
DO I WORK OR RETIRED I am 68 and retired
WHAT HAVE OTHER DOMMES DONE THAT I HAVE HATED OR BOTHERED ME Only one time a Domme has done something that bothered, actually scared, me. Sometimes Mistress Rose would get so stoned she would pass out and forget she left me in predicament, sometimes for hours.
BDSM and me
Anything to do with it. I enjoy being bound and restrained and being forced to perform or receive acts anytime, anywhere even in public. As for S&M, I revel in pain but have never been taken to my limits or beyond them. I want to find out what those limits are and learn to go beyond them for my Owners/Goddesses/Mistresses pleasure. I guess you would call me a hopeful masochist.
MY KINKS Pain, bondage, cage and confinement, BDSM, suspension, spanking, needle torture, electro-play, public disgrace, hot wax, some (not much yet) CBT, forced bi, toys, wearing panties and lingerie (interested in cross dressing), dungeon experience (very little), wearing butt plugs, nipple clamps, golden showers (receiving), piss drinking, public sex. Would like to know what it is like to be forced to have a man fuck my ass pussy.
MY KINKS Pain, bondage, cage and confinement, BDSM, suspension, spanking, needle torture, electro-play, public disgrace, hot wax, some (not much yet) CBT, forced bi, toys, wearing panties and lingerie (interested in cross dressing), dungeon experience (very little), wearing butt plugs, nipple clamps, golden showers (receiving), piss drinking, public sex. Would like to know what it is like to be forced to have a man fuck my ass pussy.
Limits
1) NO SCAT!! I do enjoy licking and tonguing ass but absolutely refuse to eat feces.
2) NO CHILDREN They must be 18 or at least the age of consent.
3) NO BODY ALTERATIONS (EXCEPT PIERCING, TATTOOS OR BRANDING IF MY OWNER GRANTS ME THAT PRIVILEGE). No body disfiguring, including broken bones, removal of body parts or skin, and nothing life threatening.
NOTE: The only body alteration would allow is if my Owner/Goddess/Mistress decided to remove my useless cock and/or balls since they are so small and useless.
2) NO CHILDREN They must be 18 or at least the age of consent.
3) NO BODY ALTERATIONS (EXCEPT PIERCING, TATTOOS OR BRANDING IF MY OWNER GRANTS ME THAT PRIVILEGE). No body disfiguring, including broken bones, removal of body parts or skin, and nothing life threatening.
NOTE: The only body alteration would allow is if my Owner/Goddess/Mistress decided to remove my useless cock and/or balls since they are so small and useless.
Update date
Aug 13, 2021
Member since
Aug 6, 2021