My silence hides what truly lays in wait in the shadows.
I met someone on here who I loved very deeply and was planning on moving to them. But they seem to have been playing games when they said they loved me as well. My mother passed Sept. 5th 2022 and I was crushed. This person who claimed to love me has spoken to me 2 times as of today since my mother passed. Knowing how much I just needed someone to talk to they choose to ghost me. I know the word Love to them was nothing more then just a word but to me it was more.
My trust and Dominance must be earned as it will never be freely given to anyone.
Being a Dom does not mean you have no feelings or emotions. I am human at the end of the day and I do have feelings and emotions. I choose to hide them most of the time showing nothing more then a hard callus exterior to the world. Only allowing a select few close enough to see what is behind the exterior.