Typical hard working 40 year old male. Into typical guy things building stuff, renovations blah. I love cinema & television, into all genres. Huge hockey fan. Baseball fan. Love food but hate cooking it. Doggy dad. Honda is my car. Would like an FLR LT relationship. I like commitment the trust & bond from it. I also find great comfort in being committed. I'm not looking for random sexual encounters. Further I must really stress I'm not looking for just bedroom play. This is something I want to experience & live, & with right person I can be comfortable with, I'd be willing to try things in public.
I am completely new to it. Never really knew it existed. How did I find out about? Well I met a lady on a dating site hung out a few times. One night she explained in detail what she was into sexually & what types of fetishes she had. My mind was blown I never heard a woman talk about things like that. Let alone be into these things. She pretty much had a room devoted as a dungeon. I was actually really turned on & genuinely intrigued by some of her fetishes, some of it scared me but would slowly try, some was a hell fuck no... Lol fast-forward we did try some bindings, eye coverings, ear muffs, nipple suckers, cock rings, orgasm control, collar & leash, commands. Sadly it turned out she was also selling narcotics (unknowingly to me at the time) & went to jail for it. I will not be reconnecting her, I cannot feel safe or comfortable. So now I'm looking for someone to help me further explore, & going to new levels/heights. This new thought of completely releasing myself & submitting myself to a woman is now a huge turn on that gives me overwhelming excitement. The idea of the power reversal is very exciting. It makes me curious to know what's next(at the same time wondering do I really wanna know?) I also crave a deep bond & trust with someone, that is paramount, knowing I can/will be safe is something I must have. I never really experienced that either. I think my inexperience holds great value, I'm fresh meat lol. All of my expressions & reactions will be yours to view first. I'm curious to try lots. With the understanding that I'm new to this please be respectful I'm not familiar with everything just yet. I honestly don't think I'll find a Dom in real life so open to something online. 5Some things about bdsm/fetish I'm curious to one day try, tease & denial, role-play, bondage, orgasm control, body worship, light whipping/spanking, tickling, light cbt, trimming/shaving, body worship, strap on play, collar lead & leash, vibrating wand, butt plugs, blue tooth vibrating eggs, handcuffs, anal beads, blindfolds, medieval rack, stockade, ball gags, sensory deprivation, confinement and caging, nipple torture/clamps, penis pump, milking/edging If you got this far thanks & congrats
Blood, permanent marks, cutting, needles, scat, cuck stuff, will update as list grows
What is currently new with me is, I'm trying to cut out all processed foods out of my diet. Switching from coffee to tea. Looking to start a new job but with better pay,