I used to lay awake at night, and wonder if life was supposed to be like this. I wondered if my path required me to navigate through the dark.
I wondered if it was written, having to search for Him.
I used to pray for Him. Him, that holds my hand and leads me forward. Him, that wipes the tears from my face. Him, that blindfolds me and trusts that I will follow the sound of His voice. Him, that raises a hand to my skin. Him, that leaves marks just to remind me that I am His property. Him, that protects me. Him, that allows me to bask in my submission. Him, that allows me to be the vessel in which He gets His pleasure.
I wondered if it was written, having to search for Him.
I wondered if He wrote it.
He did write it.
He told me, my Master.
He told me that each night I dreamed, He dreamed of me as well. He told me that He has been looking, just as hard as I have. He told me that my practice of navigating through the dark was to prepare me for Him, for the journey we’d take together.
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I am very excited to be around like-minded people. I am searching for friends in this space. Friends may come in the form of Doms, subs, Switches, and everything in between. I am looking for friends I can learn and grow with. Sailing these seas, going on a journey of self-discovery, is not easy. I am looking for people who are open to swapping stories. Let's chat, and share experiences.
I look forward to meeting you.