Missub

sub female

46

I'm a very honest person and will always tell you the truth. I am loyal and faithful. I’m an emotional creature. I’m driven by my emotions. I sometimes even absorb others’ emotions. Which makes me not want to be around too many people most of the time. I enjoy reading. Books make me happy. I prefer tea over coffee but won’t turn down a good cup of coffee if offered. I have a small case (okay...a huge case) of OCD but don’t mind it. I am shy. I’m also a clumsy dork that loves to laugh and make you laugh. A good sense of humor is a must. I have three children...two boys and one girl. They are my life and priority. 

I am part of my local community and try to attend as many events as I can. I've met some great people and have started wonderful friendships. I enjoy impact play and have fallen in love with rope. I am learning, experiencing, absorbing, and evolving. Looking forward to continue to grow.

Past:
At 14, I had my first boyfriend. He was 15. Though we did not live (or know about) the lifestyle...he ruled my life. I saw the world through his eyes only. There was nothing I did that he didn’t approve of first. The relationship ended after two years and I was devastated. He left a void in me that has yet to be filled. I was lost. Who would tell me what I needed to do now? The simplest tasks became a struggle. It took me all of high school to get over him completely. But the scars he left still feel fresh. 

2018:
I had one brief encounter with a man that unlocked my door and set me free. We met by chance in a vanilla dating app (my friend made me download it because she said I needed to go out and meet people). He left abruptly and then I felt something familiar. It was a feeling I recognized from many, many years ago. I felt lost once again. Then I found The Cage.

I met a local Dom. We talked for a bit and decided to meet in person and get to know each other more. We both liked what we saw and heard. We continued to talk. Finally, we had one session. It was a fun time and I did enjoy myself. But I really didn’t feel a real connection. We agreed to go our own way to find someone better suited for each of us.

Present:
What can I say? It's been a hell of a rollercoaster ride. Lots of ups and even more downs. Been through many trial and tribulations but have managed to conquer it all. I look forward to the future. 
Finally moves to South Carolina last year but have not once attended an event. My soul yearns for my people and I dream of being able to be part of my local community up here. A girl can dream.

To be discussed.

Missing my Miami community so very much!!!!

Mar 26, 2020

Jan 11, 2018