I am myself and will not apologize for being me anymore. Life kicks and you must kick back or be rolled over.
I am blunt and will always speak my mind in private. Professional in the world to the point others just don't know unless they are truly close. I keep those two worlds separate as my BDSM life would cause havoc in my professional life.
I enjoy writing poetry and hoping to publish my first book of poems. To taking silent walks in the forest just letting nature relax my mind. How I enjoy making anything out of wood, the smell of the sawdust, and the feeling of completion. I always enjoy a good wine or spirit tasting to grow deeper and enjoy more. Oh to traveling to places I have never been seeing the history, experiencing the culture and food, and to just explore.
I pride myself on my desire to learn and always to grow. My mind runs a thousand miles a minute. Everywhere and no where all the same.
I am who I am. I came to BDSM because of what Trauma changed my brain to be. I can not live the vanilla life and have a divorce to prove it. I am Dominant in all aspects of life. It isn't something I can easily turn off but have had to learn to control it.
When we find what we truly need things fall into place. It is that search for balance and happiness that matters.
We all have our own kinks, fetishes, and fantasies. Some are not spoken unless the other party enjoys them. For you never want to scare off a potential life partner over something unsubstantial.
I have taken up song writing as a hobby. Have always been a good poet so hopefully the songwriting follows.
The stars pass in the sky
As time goes on by
Do we see where we go
Do we even know
Such a journey that is life
Full of joy, sadness, and strife
Where do we belong
Where do we go wrong
We come from all different places
Yet so much is the same chases
To find who we need
To give in mind, body, and deed
The journey will be hard to see
Do you fight or do you flee
Can you stand by me
Oh what oh what will be