I'm a newbie into this life style. I'm 4'9 and weight about 177 pounds. I am on online college student going to be a teacher I have to be the authoritative one and when I come home from a long day I just want to not have to think and be taken care of I am looking for guidance is because I have the willingness to submit I want to belong to someone I want to please them and make them happy and be taken care and not have to think. I do consider myself a little in some aspects but I want to learn more of what I would like. I have stuffed animals and watch cartoons. I do have some health problems I've had two lower back surgeries I have 4 screws and two rods in my lower back and sometimes I walk with a cane to help my mobility. I hope that doesn't scare anyone away
I want to rules and things like that i love structure and routine. I'm bad about not taking medication on time and not drinking water. I also want to serve and obey and be put in my place when needed. The last relationship I was there was a lot of verbal abuse that was not consent so it has taken a lot for me to heal on that aspect.
No blood, or scat, or writing on my body, No verbal disrespect without consent.