rubenji​{the D/s it}

sub male

Rotterdam. This underdog and service slave has passed 50, more than a few years already, little bit chubby active sportsman futsal/indoor soccer, mixed race, Dutch and living in the Netherlands, East side of Rotterdam. It is educated. always eager to learn and very trainable. International relocation (I like to be mentally co-dependent but I am not financially dependent) is a possibility since true intens ownership is hard to find. To join a clan is certainly a possibility.

If only used as a servant slave harsh strictness is very welcome. Service include every task an normal male can do indoors and outdoors. Report or intimate mental and primal understanding (with a intelligent person that shows the potential of caring for its property) is number 1 though. After that anything is on the table. This underdog does feel the connection between pain and the joy of knowing that the owner appreciates the suffering and the loyal love its property offers, but it is not longing for pain like a real masochist does. At least in the beginning no public play, scat and other unhealthy things like kissing/licking dirty shoes or unwashed anuses, pricks etc. Done that and I know it is bad for the health of the slave. It has been beaten and it does welcome lasting marks of ownership. Though very available to women It can easily be a gentleman's man as well. It can be a primal underdog for his owner or for a poly family or clan. It does think it could reache it's best performance when lead sternly. At the same time it does need to be kept close now and then since it craves for the same kind of love and belonging like any boy or dog does.

Normal ones like to be kept out of publicity or real torturing or snuf and scat and other unhealthy things. One of the reasons it did not find an owner when it was young is that no decent dominant recognized its potential and dared to make the ultimate effort to claim it or fight for it. In Holland serious dominants tend not to want to take responsibility to draw a person out of their current lives. I am a typical slave that needs to be taken or at least emotionally supported in order to make big decisions like joining you. The world might think differently but this slave has the idea there are not that much of dominants (others than criminals) in our free western world that dare to make dramatic decisions for the slaves they encounter.

Jan 19, 2022

May 19, 2018