I’m new to submission and still figuring out what this side of me means to me. I have a disability and some mental health struggles, and there are days when I can be paranoid, needy as shit, or completely shut down. I don’t always mean to be difficult—I’m just human.
My past includes sexual abuse, and for a long time I was ashamed of the fact that it seemed to influence my submissive side. I’m not looking to recreate my trauma or have someone “fix” me. I’m trying to find a healthier balance between what happened to me and what I actually want.
I’m sarcastic, self-deprecating, occasionally funny on purpose, and probably funny by accident too. Trust is a big deal for me. Once I feel safe with someone, I can be surprisingly soft, needy, playful, and very willing to let her take the lead.
Scat, anything with kids. No beastiality