In a polyamorous relationship
I like being the me not many people get to see. I like the me who has rules, knows what is expected of her, the me who knows, that when she closes the door to the outside world that she is able to release her body and her mind will follow. I have found that I get this desire for lite pain, discomfort, or forced submission. I will get moody, sassy, or disobey, because I don't understand why I have this need to feel owned.
I started to explore the lifestyle a few years ago. I found that I have always been submissive sexually. I want to explore the lifestyle further.
Family, public humiliation, urine, scat, blood, permanent marks, knife play, drowning