newoneseeking

sub female

31

Single

I have been in the lifestyle 3 years and what a journey it has been. I went from a submissive who trust to a sub who bratted out of fear of being hurt. Then from a brat who feared to a submissive who knew the power of surrender. I moved into a Master slave dynamic where I was broken in the worst ways. And now I'm exploring my little side. My little is age 2 to 3 but very service oriented in strictly non sexual ways. I do wear and will use diapers with the right person. If you are not into it please don't message and degrade me because I don't need that. Just move along. 
Outside of little I am a pet and a service oriented submissive. They tend to flow together nicely. I can also be poly or monogamous as jealousy is not something I feel. 

Outside of BDSM. I love learning. Love nature. Love sports. And love bettering myself. Current endeavors is working toward becoming a personal trainer again.

"Surrender who you are, for who you could become"
I have been collared three times and my heart broken all three times. The first one made me never want to submit again. The second one made me believe in submission again but also to fear the wrath of a man who cannot conquer his temper. And the third I gave my heart to too soon and he did gaslighting and mental torture I did not consent to. Since then I have been on a road of healing. 
I am into impact play, discipline, bondage, confinement, age play, forced regression, and pet play.

These can all be discussed.

Every day is a new adventure.

Apr 28, 2020

Apr 30, 2019