In a monogamous relationship
I'm in a relationship. Its not open on my side but we communicate. I'm here to explore my sexual side more.
I was involved in a BDSM relationship early on. I'd like to reestablish that sort of relationship. I've since come out and would love a woman who likes to .. do a bit of brat taming. As I research and learn on my own I find myself drawn to mommy domes.
I'm very open about myself and my situation. As cliche as it sounds ... Ask me anything and I'll answer honestly.
I have things I need to work out. So I won't sit here and say I'm a perfect sub. I have my quirks, but I'm willing to work. I want to figure all this out and ... yes get off... repeatedly and at your pleasure.
Talk to me.
Ideally I'd like a lesbian woman to approach me. I love intelligent women. It's hard to find people who actively want to get into my head.
I think too much and very much want that taken away from me. I want my attention taken and placed between your cleavage so that you have my undivided attention.
I do love aggressive and unapologetic people. Let it be know that I am not at all easy to start with, but once a bond is there the gears shift much easier.
Admittedly sex is a drug I am not at all resistant too. I want to do this right. I know how deeply this lifestyle effects the mind. I will try, but I don't want this to be purely about non-vanilla lesbian sex. I want to be your slut. I want to be wrapped around your fingers or strap like a cozy. I drive myself crazy with want. It's like I can feel my muscles twitching below my skin wanting to beg to be fucked ... all to be stopped by the part of me who think "She will give me what I deserve when she deems it so". That thought alone makes my soul shiver while I sit in my wet panties trying not to take myself to bed. Hoping she will notice how my nipples are so hard they hurt pressing against my bra.
I don't even know how to classify these feelings. It's like I'm instinctively waiting on a signal or invitation to please so that I can earn my release.
It's maddening! Please ... just ... please
I am still learning and would love to figure out what I do and don't like.
Unfortunately I know I'm not all that into pain.
I do want to be spanked
Breast play and worship
Sensory deprivation
Touch (I'll do anything for even the softest touch)
Penetration
I'd like to eventually be collared ... but I'd have to trust you
Orgasm control
Mommy / Little play
... I'll update as I learn and figure out more about what I like
No feet
No piss/shit
No children
No animals
No caning
No men
All of these are HARD limits