i am an exploring female who identifies as a slave. i am still working a work in progress on this but I feel I will be that way for most of my life. I live the lifestyle and find it to be a journey of self-discovery
My definition of submission for me has changed so much over the past few months. i found out a lot about what I want and what I don't want. i discovered that deep desire i had to serve and to please. i fought it for so long but now i know it is what I was made for. It is what my body was made for. To feel that deep place in your soul where the only thing that matters is what it takes to please him. When that happens all else disappears. All the chatter is gone. The noise is silent and I just feel. i experience peace. i experience surrender.
It does not come easy for me.
Now, this doesn't happen with just anybody. There has to be a connection, a very deep connection. i have to trust. You have to take control, i have to know that you will not only take control but keep it. And that your vision for me is something i can't accomplish on my own. i used to think i wanted this, now i know i NEED this. When you take me to this place i will move Heaven and Hell for you, and i can. So i need to know that you are someone who has a vision for me that i cannot see myself. Someone who will explore with me my dark side and it can get really dark. Someone who brings out in me things i did not even know existed. And all the while making us both better people every day.
100% Rope bunny
99% Submissive
83% Masochist
80% Non-monogamist
69% Primal (Prey)
67% Voyeur
65% Degradee
65% Exhibitionist
58% Experimentalist
56% Slave
47% Pet
46% Ageplayer
40% Brat
40% Vanilla
25% Switch
14% Rigger
6% Boy/Girl
4% Primal (Hunter)
4% Sadist
3% Degrader
1% Dominant
1% Brat tamer
1% Daddy/Mommy
0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress
asphyxiaphilia play, children, anything illegal, blood and scat.