It has long been a goal of mine to enthrone myself as my partner’s deity. There is no greater honor, no deeper submission than outright worship. For the sub It will mean giving himself over completely and utterly, surrendering the ego and accepting whatever he is given. For me, it means having control over another's fate, being given the mind, body, heart and spirit to do with as I will. It means being Goddess.
It is almost strange... how easily I am able to slip into that mentality. How effortlessly one can begin to feel that we are somehow "more" than ourselves. I think that it is through Love that this transformation takes place. After all, if there is any core truth behind all religions (regardless of how you feel about the religions themselves) it is the notion that "Goddess (God) is Love" and there is no more powerful transformative force. To give and receive love of this sort, the Love that transcends all things, is, in itself, an act of worship. Therefore, when we engage in this sort of activity, we are only expressing love in the purest and truest sense possible.
When he kneels before my body as if at the altar, cherishes it like a precious treasure, yet with such intensity, this elevates me, to know that I am revered so much. It also allows him to feel with such intensity that it seems his body cannot contain it. Indeed, it does not, for his cock begins to drip pre-cum and his eyes well up with tears. Oh to love and be loved with such fervor! Even the hardest of hearts would melt at the sight as this beautiful angel weeps at my feet. Tears of immeasurable joy for being so close to my sacredness and of equal pain at the thought of ever parting from it. His hardness, honors me a miracle of the flesh which delights me. His human desire is for it to be sucked, stroked, kissed and cradled. He wants to be one with me in every way. In all his passion he will desperately try anything to feel that completeness, to merge with his Goddess. How can one describe the immense honor he provides? There are no words or feelings that can do justice to it. This is deification. To feel elevated beyond the worldly is the gateway to otherworldly truth and power.
Some would say I go too far. Maybe, that is so. I don't ask others to walk my path. All I know is that this is the way I want to go. Each day he will pray and meditate to an image of me. He will repeat mantras and enter into trance states. I have studied the conditions that precede a religious experience. I will scheme and manipulate situations that might produce such an experience in him. I will use physical pressure, hypnosis, meditation, even protein restriction and mild sleep and sensory deprivation. I will use mind control techniques and magick spells. Again, my path is nor for everyone, but I will possess one partner who completely becomes indoctrinated into my cult.