End of innocence!

I look at you ,you look excited and curious with a hint of ,no not a hint of a whole lot of turned on and you say “ so what is your wish since you won the bet ,sure you didn’t cheat ? Tell me”. I stand up look down at you , you half laying on the sofa and I smile you see it , and somehow you instantly know what I’m gonna say what I’m about to tell you to do !what is the wish, I take a sip of my water as I don’t want to drink I want to be fully there , fully aware .I say ,I say not it in my chill, relaxed voice.no now I have put some base in my tone, and I say I …. WANT …. To… and now I lean down to put my face in front of yours ..OWN YOU for the night!!i want to own you!
I then put my hand on the back of your neck and push my self up to stand once more and say this is what I mean ….
I will use you! I will degrade you !I will humiliate you !I will yell at you !I will make sure you don’t look at your self the same ! I will let you know I'm superior to you !I want to let you know that you are inferior !and nothing more than a fuckhole I use and fill with my cum, I want to FUCK you ,and fuck you and Fuck you that my scent is what makes you cum when you smell my shirt that you borrowed and never returned cuz you need , no you must have it in order to get off ,-! you realize that your moans of pain and pleasure thinking of how I took all of you and literally fucked it and you creamed the Hardest you ever cum ,turned on by it all and by how I will forever be in your mind !
 

When you are  begging me to have mercy on you, to stop my machinations and allow you reprieve, I’ll remind you.

Remind you what stopping looks like.

I will stop - stop the pain, the humiliation, and the degradation - but I’ll  also stop the pleasure, the kisses, the praise.

I will Remind you that you are  just dumb little slut wasting my time by asking for things you don't want.

I’ll Remind you how grateful you should be to have my attention at all.

I’ll Make you beg for the things you wanted me to stop.You will beg me to tell you how pathetic you are  to be turned on by such treatment.” please I need you “ you shout .

I’ll remind you and you will remember that I’m  a privilege and I’m  torture an exclusive gift.

Taking you into the woods dressed up as little red riding whore I've been so obsessed with you for so long now this fucking uncontrollable rage that seeps through my veins, when lust and desire and the need to consume take over .you look so beautiful the way the moon light reflects your silleutte, enchanted eyes that pierce into the splendor of the night sky with flowing locks of soft auburn hair that glides and dances with the wind and eyes as deep as the ocean, a little red dress that shines so brightly, your innocence and purity my lust obsession desire and rage, I am your hope and despair ,this endless dream that haunts my every waking moment, I'm chasing you naked through the forest blind rage consumes me.
Your red dress getting caught on bushes ripping in tatters your skin cut and blistered from the tree branches, your feet are bloody and swollen, I'm chasing you naked in this cold empty place nothing is slowing me down the drive to get to you is like a beating drum driving me crazy, the closer I get the louder the drumming becomes in my head.
Until that moment of pure terror and defeaning silence the beating heart pounding out of my chest, when I finally catch up to you following the trail of torn clothing you leave behind, I can hear your sluggish steps, mud-soaked feet, you are tired exhausted, you just want to collapse but you keep running, rage takes over me and I start howling like a wolf, increasing my speed weaving through the thick shrubs my body bleeding cuts all over, adrenaline keeping my blood pumping coursing through me like ice my body morphing into a frozen wasteland and I scream out In the night sky I'm going to fucking rape you do you hear me!!! I'm going fucking rape you!!!!! I'm not going to stop until your crawling away my spent cock pressed into your cunt my cum leaking out of you I want to lick the fear off your face turning you into my broken little brain-dead doll eyes rolled back tongue out panting and heaving broken crumpled body trying to crawl away from me.
The end of innocence.

You're lucky I look at you, you're lucky I give you the time of day, you're lucky I find you worthy of sticking my cock In you, you're lucky I let you think of me , let you look , you're lucky I will gaslight you, you're lucky I will manipulate you, you're lucky that I will emotionally abuse you, you're lucky that someone like me takes time out of my day to abuse you, you're lucky that you have me, I would use  so quickly and send you back out onto the street desperate and needy and always chasing for what you wish you can have  with me.

You dont want a nice guy. You don't want respect and kindness. You just want to be treated like a worthless dumb little inanimate fuck doll that always cries and complains about how mean in treat you , but love it love to be degraded so desperate and needy for that off hand comment I'll leave every once in a while that you look good, I want it to make your whole existence valid one comment from me pushing to the heights of worth and joy and you'll never fucking leave me because you know deep down what's out there for you fucking empty oblivion without me. Addicted to my chaos to my fire to that burning desire that you think In your dumb little head that maybe one day if you do everything exactly how I want I might just might love you.