6 years ago. October 24, 2017 at 1:21 AM
I got taught a lesson today. I was in a bad place. I didn't want to talk. I wanted to cry and fight. I wanted to run and hide because it was too hard. And why. I have no friggen idea. Yesterday morning I was fine. Work was shit and it got into my head, made me insecure and miserable. Which made me question other eliments of my life and I'm not proud of that moment.
Unfortunately my bad mood followed me through the night and I woke up emotional. Great!!!!! So instead of letting me get away with my mood I was taught a lesson. I didn't want it at the start, hated it during my lesson but when finished I felt so calm and collected. My emotions back in check. My ass red and my heart settled. Being a sub is such a funny thing. Thank you Sir for not letting me escape and hide but bringing me what I apparently needed. Even if I was blind to see ?