For those following I have been on a self discovery for some time now.
It can be easy to step away from ones true hearts desire. Or more truthfully to have that version of it unclear. As I unclutter my mind it can be easy to forget my heart. As I try to make sense of past restrictions, emotions can become almost like a negative memories pulling me back to places I dont want to be.
So tonight I sit in silence to listen to my heart.
To my submissive heart.
To her yearnings and desires. Because only with a clear intention of both joined heart and mind can I graciously and abundantly move towards my future. Learning that time is linear and irrelevant.
My practice for tonight is to meditate naked with the loving rapture of rope. Grounding me. Keeping my heart open and acceptance of self. Loving myself for how far I have come, for the hard choices I have had to make and for the beautiful adventures ahead of me.
Its easy to point out areas where I suck, it's much harder to genuinely love not only my positive points but the bad ones too. Be observant of my thoughts and the words that I speak. Only give my attention to where I want my energy to be.
Its easy to feel lost
Its natural to feel shifts
It takes patience and silence to hear your souls direction.
We so easily fill our minds with tasks, emails, social media, personal issues, work...... breath.
Stay quiet and listen.
♾💜🙏