My goodness my Ego has taken a fair few hits over the past few weeks, and its left me feeling quite discouraged and zapped my energy.
Trying to stay positive and being grateful at times of adversity is not easy. I already consider myself to be a humble person but these hits keep bringing me back to earth. Trying to turn the negatives into more learning situations but it still leaves me feeling drained.
So I feel it's important for me to get back into a routine. I seem to do well with my self love in the times when im down but forget to carry them through when Im feeling good. To be consistent.
It's also becoming very apparent that I need to work on setting healthy loving boundaries for myself. To have enough self confidence to speak my mind and stand up for myself. To see my own self worth and value. Currently that is difficult for me to see, when I feel like I'm doing lots of things wrong.
So I need to take some time and step back. Breath and reset. My unsettledness is spilling over to things that I am normally ok with. Looking for external validation. I know my strengths but they seem to be hiding at the moment. So to me that says that im overwhelmed. That I need to replenish and recharge.
